The Down and Out

 

As he awakes to greet the dawn

On his park bench amongst the dew

The Times newspaper he has used for a blanket

The one read by the chosen few

As he stretches out his arthritic arms

And moves his arthritic legs                                                                           

His eyes now staring up at the rising Sun

As he drinks from his cup, now full of dregs

He greets the day with his usual smile

Though the garden he surveys is owned by the city

As people pass him by and tut

He resents their look of pity

I may be a wanderer he thinks to himself

But self respect I have so much

I need no one’s indulgent stupid remarks

I do not need societies crutch

As he makes his way to who knows where

Each and every day

Spending his days on the road and free

Searching for food along the way

Every dustbin is his restaurant

Each titbit or morsel that he might find

Will keep him alive and independent

He is just the roving kind

Each night he returns to the municipal park

His bench is always there

Another newspaper will keep him warm

So he can sleep without a care

But he is not alone it seems

He has a field mouse for company

Who arrives each night to sleep in his pocket

And will even partake a sip of his tea

As he sleeps he must remember

Not to turn over or disaster could strike

He would crush his little rodent friend

The one he has nicknamed Mike

So together they settle beneath the stars

Out in the cold and rain

And when they awake they both need to rise

And face the world again

Old Roddy, our gallant hero

From fighting, on the Som, in world war one, and yet

Has memories that bring him nightmares

Of things he saw that he would rather forget

Time has passed him by so much

His mind a blank to the person he once was

No one knows a thing about his life as they pass by

The ones who glare and cuss

But he always greets the day with a cough and a smile

Puts newspaper in his shoes to fill the holes

And watches intently as the old park-keeper

Clears up the work of last night’s Moles

As Mike runs off to forage for food

Old Roddy prepares to venture out into the morning Sun

Because his greatest adventure is about to rise

Unbeknown to him it has begun

Because every day is a new beginning for him

Where he will travel only he knows

But he will always return to his park bench home

In the park where the flowers grow

So if you pass him by asleep

Or if he is awake just say hello

Because unlike him you surely will

Not have far to go

And just remember one thing

When you see Roddy out in the rain and snow

He and his little field mouse friend Mike

Have nowhere else to go

His pockets may be empty

His clothes may look like rags

And as he wanders around the place

His worldly goods are all in bags

But that does not make you a better person

Than he ever could have been you see

But for fate and misfortune

It could be you or me

A little bird flew into my garden

It was a Robin I think

Lands on my bird table and sits in the water

To bathe and to have a drink

Oblivious at first

To any other thing

Seemed to be enjoying himself

Fluttering his damaged wing

He had obviously been hurt

In some mishap or a scrap

And was taking advantage

Of the water laid on tap

But lurking in the undergrowth

Was Blue, next doors cat, an English Grey

Whose was thinking to himself no doubt?

To catch our robin redbreast

Before he flew away

So stealthily creeping nearer

As our little friend did rest

Oblivious to the danger he was in

So far away from his safe nest

But I need not have been worried

Because when the cat did pounce from off the floor

Our Robin was more alert than I thought

And flew in through my door

Standing on my kitchen table

He looked a funny sight

With one wing barely moveable

As he twittered by the light

I put out my hand and he jumped on

As if to say, I know I will be all right

Then I bathed his little damaged wing

And used matchsticks as struts to mend the break

Then bandaged it all up together

A real injured soldier did he make

He stayed indoors with me for almost a week

Sleeping in a box underneath the stairs

His injuries keeping him in a sedate mood

Until, I removed his temporary repairs

Then he flapped his wings and chirped away

So, I opened up the door

And he flew away so majestically

Sadly for me, to be seen no more

 

The Aerodrome

 

One Christmas Day morning a few years past

The Fog was quite thick, and was closing in fast

Took my dog Buster, a Golden Retriever, one of the best

To the old Aerodrome a few miles west

 

Parked off the road, just by the gate

7 am in the morning, did not want to be late

For the day’s festivities, with the family and all

Hopefully a day full of merriment, have a real ball

 

So out of the car, and off we went

Striding out well, morning felt heaven sent

Fog getting thicker and a real eerie feel

Wrapped up warm against the early morning chill

 

Walking on the runways now long past their prime

Out in the Fog, it was like returning in time

You could feel the drone of the planes in their time

Feel the presence of the airmen all in their prime

 

Out of the gloom, a figure appeared

Dressed kind of funny, it really felt weird

In flying suit, helmet, large boots and a jacket

Out in the mist the planes were making a racket

 

Though startled for a moment, I swiftly said hello

He looked at me strangely, I thought he would go

But he smiled and said Hi, my name is Joe

I am an American Airman, but I guess that you know

 

I nodded my approval, we shook hands and we talked

Said he came from Kansas, related more as we walked

His piercing blue eyes lit up the gloom

His infectious smile would brighten any room

 

Said he was married, just wanted to be there

With his wife and children, sat in his old rocking chair

Though only twenty, he looked a lot older than that

I noticed the frown from under his helmet hat

 

The lines on his face truly said it all

How hard life was now trying to save us all

Suddenly I was startled, by something he said

He missed them all greatly, now that he was dead

 

He looked at me caringly and just shook his head

Said sorry for disturbing me, it just filled me with dread

I looked straight ahead, dumbfounded at best

Thought I had better go home, I need a rest

 

 

 

As I turned back to face him, he was no longer there

Just as he had come, he disappeared into thin air

I thought I was dreaming, just called Buster

Said nothing to no one, left the situation alone

 

My curiosity was raised by something he had said

About being in a churchyard and something I had read

About an American Airman, killed in the war

Now I was intrigued, wanted to know more

 

So I went to the local Library, dug out some books

There on a page, my airman’s good looks

Staring up at me, I found it hard to believe

So more information I set out to retrieve

 

It seems he had died in his plane that had been his plight

Flying over Southampton, one dark night in a dog-fight

His body was found and buried nearby

No one to mourn, no one to cry

 

Family so far away, lost forever it seems

Now he’s just a memory, part of their dreams

I will always remember a chance meeting at best

With a poor soul we needed, now hopefully at rest

An Owl sits high up in a tree

Looking so forlorn

Icicles hang down from the branches

His hat and scarf well worn

The Snow is falling relentlessly

Feet are almost frozen to the bone

His beady eyes glare constantly

As he braves the storm alone

His thoughts return to his old barn home

Which is not so far away

So off he flies through the forest so white

To return another day

As the snow falls on his feathers

He shakes to clean

Back to his safe abode high up in the barn

To wait for more clement weather

 

Robin Redbreast

 

A Robin sits amongst the Snow

His redbreast out on full show

A chirpy little bird is he

Has he just come to see me?

 

His spindly legs with his body so fat

Tasty meal for next doors cat

However, he is alert to all the danger

Because to my garden he is no stranger

 

Often he flies in to chirp hello

Today especially in all the Snow

I will build a Snowman so he can be sat

On his head, perched on his hat

 

He sings his heart out just for me

Flutters his wings so I will see

That he has arrived and needs some food to eat

And I always throw some to his feet

 

Once he has had his daily fill

Off he goes, out of my garden, over the hill

So, I sit and wait until another day

When my little fat Robin comes my way

A Bird

 

A bird shat on my head today

Why he did it I could not say

Passing below a nice green tree

He suddenly let it go on me

My head was wet, it trickled down

And stopped amongst my disapproving frown

A tissue was required, Oh what a mess

A sorry state I must have looked I guess

As it dripped all down on to my shirt

All embarrassed, feelings hurt

It’s supposed to be lucky someone said

What to have a bird shat on my head

I retorted in an angry mood

Then laughed out loud when situation reviewed

It must have been funny to those near by

To see this bird with a very keen eye

Who flew away not to be seen again

But only his droppings did remain

Is it lucky, we will see

But I won’t forget the day he shat on me.

 

As the Candle Burns

 

As the candle burns

The pages turn

With history in the making

But as we read about our past

Of things we thought would never last

And of time that life was taking

 

Page on page our lives unfold

Of the story to be told

In many years from whence we came

Of battles won, of things invented

People with lives not so contented

No one page is just the same

 

So as it flickers and sheds is light

We read on well into the night

History unfolding before our eyes

Be it a novel or a book of fact

It takes time for us to react

To release that inner, disguise

 

As the Candle flickers and burns

The wax down the candle onward it churns

Illuminates the flower bowl as ease

Its red leaves flutter in the light evening breeze

As through yonder window it creeps

While everyone else in the house quietly sleeps

 

What wonders do we discover and take in?

A wondrous feeling since we begin

To understand from whence we came

Compared to history our lives today are tame

So as I put down my nightly read

Sleep succumbs if I succeed

 

To contain my excitement of what I have learned

Collected that for which I have yearned

Some detail of our former existence

The love, the pain with no resistance

As slumber overtakes my mind

I am sure tomorrow more knowledge I will find

What’s Gods Address

 

What’s Gods address

Because when I call he’s out

I sure I have it wrong

Because he never is about

 

I knock upon his door each day

To call and have a chat

But somehow, he never hears me

What should I make of that?

 

Is it me I ask myself?

Or has he just gone deaf somehow

I have tried to shout his name out loud

Until sweat springs to my brow

 

Maybe he will not hear me

Because I have been bad

Perhaps it’s just the way I think

And it has made him rather mad

 

I will try again tomorrow

This time I will knock quite loud

And climb the stairs to heaven

And catch the nearest cloud

 

It will take me in the back way

I will catch him unaware

Sneak up silently behind him

He will never know that I am there

 

So I can tap him on the shoulder

And ask him straight outright

You never open up the door to me

Especially last night

 

Where were you when I needed you?

I know asking is a pain

But when I want you, you are never there

And you have so much to gain

 

A sinner I may well have been

But nice with it all the same

I am sure you know me well by now

I know you know my name

 

You will have to change that door of yours

It’s just too wide and thick

I have knocked and knocked but you never hear

Maybe I should use a stick

 

 

 

Now look God come on play the game

You know I worship you

So let me in and we can have a chat

That is all I want to do

 

So if anyone knows your new address

Be sure to let me have it

Because I need it more than ever

Not knowing that he loves me, hurts a little bit

 

Every sinner needs your guidance

Especially those like me

So come on God just open up

And invite me in for tea

 

Little Jimmy

 

Little Jimmy is six years old

And spends his life doing what he’s told

Despite this, he has no life

Just abused, a life full of strife

 

All he wants is a little love to come his way

But for what he gets, he has to pay

His mother beats him with a stick

Thrashes him until he is sick

 

He fell over and banged himself she says

And tells social workers about his wicked ways

So as to get sympathy for her alone

She even hits him with the phone

 

It’s in the cupboard under the stairs for you

After she has beaten him black and blue

He hates the cupboard because it’s dark

It’s cruelty that leaves no mark

 

It’s the mental torture he has to endure

Every day and more for sure

If he does not reach seven who will care

He thinks, no one cares, who will miss him if he’s not there

 

His father’s as bad but uses a belt

And on his back, he has a welt

Left there from the previous nights beating

As in a corner he was left bleeding and bleating

 

Sobbing tears, so all alone

He wonders if he will ever be full-grown

How much longer can he take?

This life so cruel and no mistake

 

He need not have worried he soon knew his fate

As one night his parents came home late

After leaving him locked in his dingy room

With no light on in the dark and gloom

 

Both were drunk had a few to many that night

And went into a rage when they switched on the light

They saw what nature had made him do to himself

And they beat him senseless with a shelf

 

Neighbours heard the pitiful screams

It woke them from their peaceful dreams

Someone called the Police, who soon arrived

But it was soon to obvious that Jimmy had not survived

 

As his life had ebbed away

All his spirit could think of as they took his body away

Was, why me what had he done wrong

To deserve this fate, destiny had it right all along

 

Social Workers, family and definitely his father and mother

All to blame in one way or another

No one heard his cries for help it seems

Those piercing, blood curdling, desperate screams

 

How many more Jimmy’s have to die

Before someone starts to ask why

Our system fails so many children in this plight

Despite the failures’, never give up the fight

 

Jimmy’s parents now in prison where they deserve to be

It’s a Childs right to live life free

From abuse of any kind

To those looking on it is a state of mind

 

 

 

So when you hear that dreadful noise, so heartbreaking

Another Jimmy his soul someone is taking

Pick up the phone, ignore the risk to yourself

Just remember that another parent could be using a shelf

 

With Jimmy gone and his parents where they belong

We should all ask ourselves what is wrong

That these dreadful situations still exist

Carefully hidden in everyday mist

Watch the Candle

 

Watch the Candle as it glows

What secrets lie within

Hidden depths of crystal light

What ends where love doth begin?

See it flicker through a glass of wine

As it makes the liquid seem to move

Your lovers face buried deep within the mind

The motion it causes gets into a grove

Dim lights keep the moment special

Her smile lights up the darkened room

And those eyes glow like the moon at night

Sparkling in the gloom

Holding hands, a gentle sigh

I love you, whispered quietly

A loving look emits from deep within each heart

So much in love it’s plain to see

The Candle casts shadows upon the walls

Darkened features move, the flickering palisade weaves its spell

Our two love bird’s bill and coo, impervious to others

How will it end, only they can tell?

 

A Crystal Rainbow

 

As I look up in the Sky

Following the recent bout of Rain

A magic crystal Rainbow has appeared

Just like a narrow window pane

The multi-coloured majesty

Glows brightly in the sky

It makes me stop and wonder

From whence, and how and why

It has suddenly arisen

Out from its pot of gold

That lingers at the Rainbows end

Or so the stories told

It is like a Crystal Staircase

Heaven sent for me to climb

So that I may disappear

When it is my time

The different hues that shine so bright

Red, Green, Blue and Yellow

Even Orange on the odd occasion

The whole sight just looks so mellow

One moment my Rainbow is in the Sky

The next it has gone away

Just as mysteriously as it first appeared

To return hopefully, another rainy day

 

As the Candle Burns

 

As the candle burns

The pages turn

With history in the making

But as we read about our past

Of things we thought would never last

And of time that life was taking

 

Page on page our lives unfold

Of the story to be told

In many years from whence we came

Of battles won, of things invented

People with lives not so contented

No one page is just the same

 

So as it flickers and sheds is light

We read on well into the night

History unfolding before our eyes

Be it a novel or a book of fact

It takes time for us to react

To release that inner, disguise

 

As the Candle flickers and burns

The wax down the candle onward it churns

Illuminates the flower bowl as ease

Its red leaves flutter in the light evening breeze

As through yonder window it creeps

While everyone else in the house quietly sleeps

 

What wonders do we discover and take in?

A wondrous feeling since we begin

To understand from whence we came

Compared to history our lives today are tame

So as I put down my nightly read

Sleep succumbs if I succeed

 

To contain my excitement of what I have learned

Collected that for which I have yearned

Some detail of our former existence

The love, the pain with no resistance

As slumber overtakes my mind

I am sure tomorrow more knowledge I will find

 

Waiting

 

Molly sits at home waiting for a letter

From soldier boy Johnny who’s fighting in the war

She’s always hoping that he’s safe and well

And that the battles worth fighting for

Always wondering, always scared

That something will happen to spoil the love they share

Will he, won’t he she thinks to herself everyday

Is he safe, is he still there

When occasionally the letter arrives through her door

Her heart pounds and she jumps for joy

To know he’s still safe and will one day return

So that they will be together again, her wonderful loving soldier boy

 

Lovers Moon

 

It’s a lovers Moon

Watching through the trees

As we walk hand in hand

In the cool night breeze

As we sit beneath the old Oak tree

And gaze into each others eyes

In the distance getting closer

Is the sound of an Owls cries

A kiss is followed by a warm embrace

As passions begin to rise

Then we notice up in the branches

The glowing, staring Owls eyes

As he turns his head to watch us closely

As we make love under the moon

He has a disapproving look

As he hoots his haunting tune

 

We lay together in harmony

Our thoughts for no one else but we two

Carefully watched by our new found friend

Watched by the Moon in the darkened hue

As passing clouds drift overhead

Moonbeams are breaking through

The eerie trees look threatening

As passionate events still continue

Casting a shadow over us as we make love

But it’s such a wonderful fulfilling time

Then we just lay together for the rest of the night

Enjoying the Moon, the Owl, the moment so sublime

It’s a Hard Life

 

It’s a hard life being a father

All that trouble and stress

From the wife it’s is my hair looking perfect

Does my bum look big in this dress?

You know whatever your answer

You are bound to be wrong it’s so true

She’s upset with you now for ages

So it’s grab the paper and off to the loo

The only place in the house that’s a refuge

A safe haven where you can be alone

So you can do the daily paper crossword

Sitting quietly away from the phone

Because there’s another monstrosity

The call when you answer is never for you

It’s always can I speak to so and so

If you say there not here, Oh what a to do

The kids treat you like their own private banker

Like your pockets is a bottomless pit

If you say, your broke, they can’t have any money

They call you a useless old tit

The Cat hates me deeply religiously

Bites and scratches whenever it can

The Dog growls at me when I go near it

It needs a muzzle like the rest of the clan

The Postman was in a bad mood today

He called me an idiot and a prat

As he stepped all over my Dahlia’s

All because his bike tyres we flat

Let down by some naughty schoolboy

Who thought it would be a good prank

Only to cause a mild disturbance

After which my poor heart just sank

So it’s off to the greenhouse for comfort

A gin and tonic from my secret stash

Away from the family and all others

Where I can sit quietly counting my hidden cash